June 2007

These are some things

by zero/of/the/day June 26, 2007

There are things I miss and those I don’t, but behind them all are ulterior motives.  I can take certains of thoese out to play, others out for walks, still others out for dinner, etcetcetcetcetcetc……..    There are some things I want and some I don’t, but behind them all are windows into areas I [...]

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i hate good advice mixed with hypocondriac tendoncies, and anxiety

by rottenrocks June 20, 2007

no no, i hate it all. it all has to die. hate the bombs, demon weed. love love love. anything alive. help me world. i love everybody who will not talk to me. the “best” advice came in a smoke filled cafe, killling my lungs, rocking death, cradling it all. emotions are all i love, [...]

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Add Nausea, Minus 2nd “d” Plus M after 2nd A = Ad Nauseam

by JackDeadmen June 19, 2007

Today I was called an existentialist As though it were a bad thing, a sin, something I could control because I am responsible for my own actions and decisions; as though I should be ashamed; as though I am less than for believing the evidence that the cause and effect have had on my cause [...]

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Causa Sui Tonight!

by BillyPilgrim June 16, 2007

Film Festival tonight (Saturday June 16th, 2007) at Pasadena City College located in the R building, Room 122. Featuring student work from the past year. My film Causa Sui will be screening! The event begins at 6:00, but you might want to arrive a little early to get a good seat. I would love to [...]

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by BillyPilgrim June 12, 2007
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When in all reality, I know she is not.

by besatree June 11, 2007

I more often than not find myself pretending that the cute bartender is a good friend of mine…

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this one thing called pornobation

by rottenrocks June 11, 2007

i couldnt tell you what my drug is. what im always falling into. and killing myself over after im done. no. no. not in this scene. not with these people. they would hate. everyone else wouldnt think. i would be the sexist pig. and everybody hates those. so do i. i want to make out [...]

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tell the truth

by Ce June 10, 2007

open your eyes and tell the truth. you dont want love, you want someone to take the pressure off. because if you did, really really really did… you would have it already

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single.

by besatree June 9, 2007

I must be the only one…

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Reality won’t alternate these days.

by zero/of/the/day June 5, 2007

Tired. Stretched. Self inflicted. Sideways looks. Condescending tones. Teach me what I know. Not fucking interested. Bubbles burst. Social anxiety. Please leave. Still fun. Tension mounting on wall mounts. Houseboy steez. Down here. Not fucking interested.

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