December 2006

R.E.M. (Really Exhausted Mode)

by besatree December 30, 2006

Still waiting for her, you, them… someone. Constantly creating scenarios inside the shell that will never be played out. It seems I have more layers of clothes than personality. How tragically convenient. Sitting here on loop, listening to the same. Cycling through the same cave drawings and digits as a few hours ago. This is [...]

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slowupfast

by besatree December 30, 2006

Ears were ringing for an eternity, and all the smiles were teethless. Gums only to define the attributes that make up a man. Tragedy has taken the place of the silver lining in the clouds. Lash out, hold me back…. Im writhing. Communication is now pixelated air. What happened to reality? Who can wear the [...]

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by nonstop December 30, 2006

She said, “I can tell you why”. “Why what”? I said. She told me why I thought I was better than everybody else. Harsh words sung to the tune of  “It’s a shame”. “Why” I cried “would you mess around with my mind”? “Because you hurt me” she replied. A dance they would dance ’til [...]

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friends

by Ce December 30, 2006

can you be mad at a zebra for having stripes evolution fails

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third

by besatree December 29, 2006

trying to break out programming keeps me locked in become the virus

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new year

by Ce December 29, 2006

shit storm 06′ done a whole new year to fuck up I can hardly wait

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slowing down

by MortRainey December 29, 2006

one step ahead of me my subconscious seems to be one step ahead

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Postapocalypto

by SonnyMeadows December 28, 2006

I live in the pre-postapocalyptic new age I hear the words of the timeless ones carried on the breeze “We have always been here” In the eye of a tornado I ride the storm But for one misstep, for naught will I hear cries drowned out in a raging weather pattern of extreme magnitude Still, [...]

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Teacher

by SonnyMeadows December 28, 2006

Okay class, settle down. Get your pencils out. Timmy, stop that. Okay, today we are going to learn about Jesus. Can anyone tell me who Jesus is? Yes, you. That’s not exactly right. Anyone else? MmHmm… Okay, that’s pretty good but here’s who Jesus really is. Jesus is one of many. He’s one of the [...]

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Load up, head out

by JoeSmith December 26, 2006

Packing, packing. Gather it all.  Fragments of years.  Pieces of past.  Take with?  Give out?  Maybe, throw out?  What’s it worth? Dusting my prints, leaving no mess. Yet, hope all can still trace my tracks.

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Back to Confusion

by besatree December 23, 2006

Absentee or amputee. One of the two or perhaps both. The folding woman considered me a statue. Am I? Lets call her Georgia. S T A G N A N T I told Rodney about the traffic signal green, he smiled and walked away. As he did, he hollered back to me “Already”?? I just [...]

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by nonstop December 21, 2006

She is dead. True, her heart beats. Her head pounds. Her tears flow, barely. Back when she gathered up her light and set out to search the corners of the darkness, she had no idea! Something scurries past her beam. Were she to still remember the touch of fear, she would. She should be heading [...]

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words the bullet caught while piercing my skull.

by besatree December 19, 2006

Legs are crossed and raised to my chest cavity. Arms, a pull-tie, straining to keep me compact. As pink leaves drift, a lone buzzard attacks the crows beneath a gray backdrop. The sun is absorbed by the haze along with my attention. My brainwaves are tsunami’s, and juggernaut palms are minions. Let’s fly away together. [...]

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redraw your maps

by rottenrocks December 17, 2006

blow the plans the gambling is over the end of the world is near mother earth is taking over with each step we take the days dwindle down. rucksack, farm, eat vegatables so you dont go insane. roll the die with friends so the feelings are soft let the feelings flow in and out. in [...]

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THE FALL OF A VAMPIRE

by nonstop December 15, 2006

This time of falling leaves always has a way of making me look farther. Imagining myself older. Picturing myself standing in front of me. “How are you?” I ask. “Kind of blue” my reply. “Why?” But that’s when a sad understanding is shared without the need for words. I am destined to fail. My hope is [...]

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sorry

by nonstop December 14, 2006

I have a problem. A thinking problem. I keep thinking I can spew ambigouity in an attempt to be honest. I am doing my damnedest to correct this glitch in my guilt sensor. So what’s the fastest way for me to out run a past filled with what I consider last second glances of chances [...]

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the felt in my furrowed brow

by nonstop December 14, 2006

Absent of the surface i’m scratching is a hole worn thin by this itch. This will in no way protect me from the time we’ve deemed a bitch. But when I burn I turn some gasoline to open flames. Can’t rewrite stories without changing names.   Open wound closed to the public.   Eye dropper sized [...]

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superflous=sin !@#$%^

by nonstop December 14, 2006

Where do I begin? Just another ciclular reason 2 be recipericol. Or not to be a square. I’ve been there. And you’ll swear you’ve been there too. Twice inticed to dice up the tomatoes they throws at the stage you got on in hopes of gaining their backing. Frontal? True. Shitty! We were dim witty once [...]

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dance for me.

by MortRainey December 13, 2006

drink up my darling the cold sweat of the bottle will heat you right up the cold sweat of the people around you passing out cold makes you laugh people around you the word of what to do next in your ear receive the word of what to think about people like me receive what [...]

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roadside gambler

by nonstop December 13, 2006

Give me an inch so as not to call this a one sided transaction. Over and over I beg and plead. Sooner or later this will all end in head shaking satisfaction. Weather on the horizon of trust. Oh boy! A moment to myself? You are too kind, sir! I’ll defend the waiting period if [...]

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