BlueCadet3

How I Became a Hot Merch Bitch

by BlueCadet3 May 21, 2010

Precipitous flow… OH NO! Looks like the show’s a no go. But we got friends and beer and a beach that’s clear. We find bliss and reminisce the years with hugs and tears. In true backhouse form, we blaze the sand storm Battle the gusts and winds, strengthened by these friends. Lose hats to waves, [...]

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IV.2. Circuit Breakers & Relays

by BlueCadet3 February 5, 2010

Circuit breakers are also commonly used to disconnect faults from the system. The breakers are usually tripped by means of relays that detect faults with current transformers (CTs) and voltage transformers (VTs). As mentioned, the installation of DG will change fault currents throughout the system, which will then affect the ability of relays to properly [...]

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The Silence is Deafening

by BlueCadet3 December 8, 2009

Aggggghhhhhh! Make it stop!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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The Great In Between

by BlueCadet3 November 29, 2009

Back in the seat. The glass divide down all the way, let the wind hit the sails of my face. Got the pooch by my side, flying face-first through the world of Man, ears flapping like he never wants to come down. It’s a steel cage of freedom we ride; smoothly gliding away. The sweet [...]

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Riddled

by BlueCadet3 November 17, 2009

A young man once told me that the key to happiness is always having a dry towel handy. But a wretched old hag once told me that the secret to life is a witty disposition and an air of nonchalant indifference. I submit to you now this one quandary: In this dog-eat-dog world, how many [...]

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Life is a Journey, and I am Totally Lost

by BlueCadet3 November 13, 2009

Tink, tink, tink.  Plinking down the well. It’s a gentle and smooth descent – the elusive tangibility of the whole journey is disorienting enough that I’m thinking now, perhaps, it’s actually ascent.  It’s not like I know where it started, and I sure as hell can’t see the bottom.  The end?  The top? Wait.  What [...]

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Constrict

by BlueCadet3 November 12, 2009

It’s true what they say… about friends making the worst enemies and all. Slimy slithering sneaky serpents, wrapping their vile bodies ever tighter around my neck. You can tell me it’s a hug all you want, but I still can barely breathe.

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…and a tumbleweed blows by…

by BlueCadet3 July 5, 2009

“‘Tis better to be silent and be thought a fool, that to speak out and remove all doubt.”  - Abraham Lincoln “Do not speak unless you can improve the silence.”  - old proverb “Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter.”  - Martin Luther King Jr. “Music and silence [...]

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Cusp

by BlueCadet3 April 23, 2009

Woke up in bed.  In bed awake. Ponder what I’ll do today. From this inert position, it is nearly impossible to concieve of all the millions of things that will transpire before me today.  From my horizontal perspective, I can scarcely imagine the endless magic of today – tomorrow’s yesterday – that I will play [...]

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Unknown Origins

by BlueCadet3 February 28, 2009

The water came dripping from a place unknown It wet my brow and soaked my clothes Our flag was waving as the wind was blown Yet for whom it waves, nobody knows I am an ant – I serve my queen I wrote a book of the things I’ve seen But no one read it [...]

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Finding Bliss

by BlueCadet3 February 24, 2009

Oh, the weary strains of life’s tribulations.  But, oh, what elations they can bring! The pressures, the demands, the constant questions of the many paths. Release. Let go of the predispositions.  Laugh with joy at their expectations and social norms. Rejoice in the freedom that you have.  Choose to choose freely with your free-will.   [...]

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Bipolar Move Swings

by BlueCadet3 January 19, 2009

I am a pendulum. I swing gently and steadily between my polar states. I am at max speed when I’m gliding through the middle grounds. I keep it clean. I wash off my rust with water. I don’t understand why the rust keeps coming back. But I just wash it and glide on. I mustn’t [...]

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Tested & Testy

by BlueCadet3 November 16, 2008

Every little trial. Every little thing that could possibly taunt me, torment me. Overcome.  Conquered.  For what?  More? I prove nothing to no one. There are no rewards for surviving; just more struggling to survive. Who administers these tests?  Who grades them? Who gives a fuck about putting it up on the fridge if I [...]

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where’dja go?

by BlueCadet3 November 5, 2008

withdrawals I feel from loves long since departed strain my weary wings

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The Engineer

by BlueCadet3 October 29, 2008

I have an eight-and-a-half pound locomotive in my skull.  I am in charge of its comings and goings.  Apparently, some people have expectations of how, when, and where it should be arriving.  I certainly haven’t checked any schedules in a while.  I’m just feverishly shoveling coal onto the fire while making no attempt to hide [...]

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Ode to My Pilgrim

by BlueCadet3 October 20, 2008

My Billy, my Billy.  So quiet have you been these days of late. Under what far off moon does my Pilgrim wander through time tonight? Pray I, that its gentle beams of light bring forth the words I know burn within thine furnace of a soul.  That they might radiate through the mines to find [...]

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Ebb & Flow

by BlueCadet3 October 10, 2008

When you’re having trouble figuring out whether you’re overwhelmed or just bored, it is a clear indication that it’s time for a cup of tea.  When she never seems to call like she said she would, it is time to meet new people.  When you sit down and post it on CitM, it is officially [...]

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Tuggin’ On The Sleeve Of How It Use To Be

by BlueCadet3 September 10, 2008

They tell me it’s called “life” – this series of failed attempts at recreating the good feelings of some blissful times one thinks he remembers.  I like to call it “irony”. But KIMYA DAWSON helps make me feel normal.  Valid.  Words are a peculiar medicine, and the shamans who prescribe and dispense them are more [...]

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Scrambled Words & a Side of Burnt Coast

by BlueCadet3 August 20, 2008

Come enjoy this odd I see. For I have searched the whirl drowned For the words that candy scribe These imp eerie all feelings within. The ones of no sir come vent. But with my mind in a trophy, I can’t seem to just if I in words These strange motive a shuns. But through [...]

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Faithless

by BlueCadet3 July 19, 2008

I stepped into the tavern at about a quarter past. It had been a muggy, dreary day. The kind of day that makes a man question things. Things better left unquestioned. The kind of things that, when questioned, lead only to answers of self-doubt and pessimistic masochism. A cursory glance around the ill-lit place quickly [...]

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