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I think I have this……..

Laughing… – no crying yes feeling awfully violent the charm has worn down and left us broke and silent redundancy plagues your face still playing out scenarios which kept our places separate but will have eventually claimed their stake played out our mistakes to fill the empty space

So I guess it’s time for changes…. If things stay the same for so long that it only seems like change, does it still count? OK good.

Twenty seven years Every song played just for me Old – ness creeping in

uncontrollable paradox that I am in it’s time to get out

you seem fine whenever I’m around anyway but still you’re not mine that is this year laughed at me (or with me..still don’t know) not the good kind of laughter that is not the innocent chuckle more like the over-zealous, double-meaning, knee-buckle it still sounds good to me it always sounds good to me

foggy thoughts recirculate, puncture the foil so these little blue babies can come home clear my head for a moment, the snot in my nose negotiates with the muck in my lungs catch and release three days on drugs, no nicotine-no booze..only phenylephrine and other hard to spell chemicals the box says PM!!!!! so why [...]

shit storm 06′ done a whole new year to fuck up I can hardly wait